Today was th match against SSS . Sigh , utter disappointment in myself . I played real badly today . Maybe im too nervous . But i shldnt use tht as an excuse . And yeah , th center is damn aggressive . Push me and elbow my face . Th other center still ask me dun push her -.- Pls lorh , who's th one pushing ? Nvm , i let it go . But at th end she apologised . Although im angry at her but coach mentioned before , this are th type of opponents we will meet and i must be mentally prepared . I must stay strong . My passes today are not thr , runs not good enough , not enough support for shooters . And chelsea told me , as a center , i am th one controlling th game / th pace of th game , not th opponents . And i didnt do tht . I dunno why i cant perform well today . I noe i can play way better thn today de . I really need to reflect on today's match . Today is th selection for main 12 and i guess , i wont get in le bah . Sigh , although nxt year is my last year in RS and i really wish to get in but nvm bah . I cant change a thing alrdy . Knee hurts alot now . And i think i sort of sprain my ankle a little . Th person go step on my shoe and i cnt balance thn like tht liao lorh ): Forget it , dun wan talk abt it le . Going to rest now . Dun wan my ankle to have any problem . Bye .


♥ Baby :
Thank you for cheering me up ♥♥ I appreciate it loads ♥ (: Thanks for being thr for me all th time ♥ You always managed to cheer me up no matter wat whn im sad . And im sorry for not pei-ing you much during this holidays . Im busy with stuffs and didnt have th time for you ): I will try my best and find time to pei you as much as i can alright ? ♥ I miss ur cute face ): And i love you alot alot , precious love ♥♥ (: 491 days , still counting ♥♥♥ Tgt , we will count it day by day ♥

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