Friday:

One year ten months anniversary

We started out fine in th morning and after focus . Jokes and laughter . I was so happy at that moment . I thought today would be a happy day for both of us . But i was wrong ..

It was my fault for started that , i noe . In th bus , you practically didnt care abt me . My heart broke . Reach ssc , you also didnt care abt me . Sat down and order food . I admit i was cold , sorry . your friends are at th side and you went over for awhile . I left with tears , hoping you would come after , at least . But , you didnt . My heart hurts even mre . Left in a taxi , crying all th way . What you told me made me more dissapointed . I dont blame you cause i started it . But still , it hurts me so much . At that moment , i thought that was th end , i was not impt at all . Do you noe how i feel ? Maybe not . But at least you had your friends to cheer you up and you did enjoy urself with them . Sorry that i screwed evrythg up .. I regretted what i did . Im just such a lousy and useless girlf ..

You really mean alot to me , boyf